I spent my saturday nite hanging out with a whole bunch of friends and dancing the night away.. I havent been loosen up myself for a really long time.. I always have this weird thinking that dancing in a club is so wrong.. Until recent i realized as long as I behave myself really well, I will not send out any wrong messages.. At the end, i enjoyed.. I have always love dancing.. :)
It took me an hour to do my eye make-up.. I really lousy in it.. My ever sweetest babe... Love u heapz... The lovely couple :) Another sweetie, YiWen.. Eric & Duncan which are stil single... I never failed laughing when i look at how red Duncan's face is... ZaiZai.. KokYe & ZaiZai Verine.. Nicole.. Chewy.. Nicole, YiWen & Verine.. Judith, YiWen & Melissa..
I'm glad that I went for it.. There's more friends that i bummed into and dint take photos with them It was awesome.. Wait... not the alcohol... but the friends that I got to meet up and enjoyed the nite together Love u guyss.. XOXO
When i'm back to alone, My mind never failed thinking of you, My heart never failed feeling the pain, My soul never failed yearning for you..
I HATE IT!!!!
I don want to... I don want this to keep haunting me.. People says it takes times to heal.. let it be a few months.. then i'll feel better.. NO WAY!!! A week is even too much for me..
It's more than a week now.. I'm kind of mad at myself for still feeling this way.. I don wan to cry for u anymore.. cos u dont worth it..
No matter that, I'm gonna push myself as hard as i need to.. I wont stop at the point for u.. I'll move on and live even better.. Cos now i have total freedom... Another week and I'll get u over..
At this moment of my life.. The one i thank most and seeking most is God.. Seek for his healing power, seek for his words, his touch.. Thank God for all the friends i have.. understand me, never ask me if i never wanna tell, comfort me and keep me accompany.. Also thank God exam has over.. I had a tough time dealing with it when during exam time..
God, family, and friends are what i have now.. and what i love the most.. I know God always has his best plan for me. I will wait no matter how long it takes..
And for u, the promise that i made, dont worry.. I will keep it.. U're still one i ever respect and always my friend.. Take cares...
It's been quite sometime since my last updates.. Was busy preparing for exam and had exam.. And finally it ends.. Time for holiday which i dont really look forward to.. I still love my busy study life..
There's so much to update but not gonna do it now.. Getting late n i need more rest.. Havent been having good rest since 2 weeks ago..
There's actually a few things happened in a week time.. I've been pretending to or to say forcing myself to take it lightly, not to affect myself, not to breakdown.. but to be never this strong before.. And great to say, I had breakthrough on this.. There's no way i'm gonna let tis bring me down.. I'm gonna live even better than now and shine the brightest ever.. 'I'm God's girl and you dont mess with God's girl'.
An interesting topic I had on Facebook.. I still learning to understand the opposite sex..
Lastly, another sentence quote from my pastor, Pastor Joyce ' When a guy walk away from you, just close the door..'
There are people who are having sweet, stable and happily ever after love relationship.. There are also people who are having problems, hardship or even failure from love relationship.. But no matter how is it.. You still gotta love yourself.. Love yourself then only you'll get loved by others.. Don't think that you won't get another and better one after this relationship.. There's always better one or the best one out there.. Stop worrying and be who you are
